When I Was Little

We would say the little prayer “Now I lay me down to sleep; I pray the Lord my soul to keep.” As I’ve gotten older that little prayer has grown into way more meaningful prayers. These prayers that have sustained me in this journey of life. However, lately when I lay down to sleep, I don’t lay down in peace. Worries creep in and interrupt my rest. I can’t seem to shut off the noise of this world. I can’t relax. My body aches and sleep evades me.

It’s Been One of Those Weeks

Anxiety has slipped in and made me feel like I can’t get a good breath. I have tossed and turned. I have prayed and listened to the Bible. I have questioned myself. I have questioned God. Why is this happening? Why can’t I let go and trust God’s plan, His timing, His provision. It’s just been miserable.

My Snuggle Buddy

Tonight, Kira slipped into the bed with me for a snuggle. She only had a sliver of the edge to squeeze into, but she came anyway. She crawled into my arms and went to sleep. One little turn and she would have been on the floor, but she slept soundly in my arms. She knew that I wouldn’t let her fall. She wasn’t afraid of how close she was to the edge. She trusted me without question. And I marveled at how she was able to sleep like that.

In my wonder, God whispered into my weary heart.

“I see that you are really close to the edge. I am right here. I won’t let you fall. Trust me. I am big enough to keep you in all of the worries you are holding onto. It’s ok to rest.”

Oh, to Have the Faith of a Child

They teach us so many things if we will pay attention. After a little cry, I just pulled her even closer and kissed her little forehead. I thanked God for giving me two girls that have taught me so much this week. And I thanked him for seeing me in the middle of the mess.

God, help me to remember that you are close. You will never abandon me. You have great plans, and I can trust you to do what you promise.

In peace I will lie down and sleep, for you alone, Lord, make me dwell in safety.

Psalm 4:8

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Krissy

Hi! Welcome to Krissy with a K! I am Krissy … yes… it’s with a K! I'm a wife, mom, daughter, friend, and most importantly a follower of God. In Him, I live, move, and have my being.